Tears, scars and death... thats all life is to me

2.12.08
Today ladies and gentleman is the united Arab emirates 37Th national day wishing..37 year of toil and labour has led to this extravagant and lustrous city....
yayyyy..
My exams pretty much sucked we were supposed to go the 1st (which was yesterday)to collect our marks,I already know all my exams sucked I didn't bother to go,and right know I'm wishing i had,just to get this over with,now i have to wait until the 18Th.*SAD*
I still cant believe once again i gave up john Abraham for stupid physics chem and all the other exams.
I was really looking forward to going to watch twilight with all my friend but most of them cancelled i don't know if angel is coming so its just going to be and Saba again.I'm not saying it isn't fun but mega is small and i get stalked and tired of roaming around.Just hope angel is coming (no pressure).And I'm not whinhig to my friend I understand you all had some reasons just saying i wished yo had.
When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls.This is something i want to ask the entire human population actually.
Did i already talk about my exams??yeah i did

Quirky facts about moi

15.11.08
So, I was tagged by this talented lady over here, and I shall do what it requires:-

The Rules are:
[copied and pasted!]

~ Link to the Blogger who tagged you.
~ In your blog, post The Rules and...
~ Six quirky but unspectacular factoids about yourself
~ Tag six other bloggers by linking to them
~ Go to each person's blog, and leave a comment that lets them know they've been tagged.
1:i have this wierd creepy disorder where i get completely absorbed in a subjet and will stay up all night trying to figure it out...trure story people just last night i stayed up till five watching this wierd french movie about tennis...
2:I like songs no one in thier right mind would even wanto to listen to.
3:i love romance soo much that i make up my own extra steamy version of movies even war movies...
4:i hate talking..the wierd way your mouth moves(yeah i know creepy)
5:when im in the kitchen even while making tea i like to pretend im in a cooking show even though if by any miracle i end up in one..its gonna be one ewww set!!
6:I have this superpower where i can read peoples mind..i wish...i can however figure out whts oothering people...
7:i know this is not part of the deal...but i have one more to share i obsees on people like a crazed stalker..except my stalkees live too far from me..for example right know im making a jhon abraham collage...

Wow that took a long time to think up im not a very interesting person...

sick of studying

6.11.08
Im am sooo sick and tired of studying soo much and as God (and my mother ofcourse)is my witness i have never studied soo much just today i did three chapters of chem and two of physics and right now im doing some pastpapers..i been missing greys anatomy for a whole week!!!seriously....what is happening my head hurts like hell i have fever my bach hurts..my throat hurts...and im studying!!!!
AND NO ONE CALLS ME!!!except for a certian someone i dont really wanna talk to!:(

My best friend

16.10.08

You were my silver lining
the only light to be seen for miles
my best friend
you led me out of the deary darkness
and into the comforting arms of the night
my best friend
you stood by me when clouds of gloom loomed overhead
and made the haze dissapear
my best friend
you healed the jaded scar in my heart
and sew it back to pieces
my bestfriend
you always knew when i was down
and knew how to cheer me up
my bestfriend
you mean more to me than mere words can say

I REMEMBER FALLING

11.10.08
I was relly inspired by arfa and marium whos wrote such heartwarming and just plain awesome poems that i decided to give it a shot..
Hope you all like it

I REMEMBER FALLING

I remeber falling in love with you
the instant your eyes met mine
I remeber falling into a deep haze
the instant your lips brushed mine
I remeber falling into pieces
when i relized it was all over
I remember falling into desolation
when i realized i would never be happy again
I remeber falling into deaths gloom
when i decided i had had enough
I remember falling into peaces arms
when i decided to end it all
I remeber falling into tears
when i stood on the brink of it all
I remeber falling....
when everything seemed so right