Twilight the movie


Starting of at that yummy note.I would like to publicly anounce tht fact that I JUST SAW TWILIGHT...
I was kind of dissapointed that marium couldnt make it.It would have really rocked if she was there,it was okay nevertheless,me and saba got all dolled up for edward!yeah talk about obsessed.Saba looked amazing as always,i finally got my wish of getting my hair curled.yaay!
We had fun playing i wannabe sarcasm intended

we went to watch twilight after.The mall was filled with teens mostly girls lining up to watch twilight.which is pretty unusual for mega mall,its never this full and day of the week.
Edward wasnt in there in any of the main posters. all the posters had james,who even though is pretty hot wasnt why me and so many other girls had come to see.THe only poster with edward on it was on the ground where a couple of guys were trying to stamp on his nose,saying edward cullen sucks.
I loved the movie once after sevral pinces from saba (love you so much) "helped" me block out the movie so i wouldnt find every minute mistake in it.Edward cullen wasnt as chrming and perfect and amazing as i had expectd,but i guess that is as close as we will get to see edward cullen in reality.Bella was fine since i never really concentrated on her that much.They changed a lot of the books details,But that is to be expected since it was a two hour movie!
I actually saw this guy who would be a perfect edward cullen,with the perfect bronze hair and that perfect crooked smile(which i did not see in the movie btw),and perfect height and perfect dress sense,and he wasnt even eating anything.
Me and saba satalked him until the second from where he mesteriouslt but perfectly dissapeared.


Tears, scars and death... thats all life is to me

Today ladies and gentleman is the united Arab emirates 37Th national day wishing..37 year of toil and labour has led to this extravagant and lustrous city....
My exams pretty much sucked we were supposed to go the 1st (which was yesterday)to collect our marks,I already know all my exams sucked I didn't bother to go,and right know I'm wishing i had,just to get this over with,now i have to wait until the 18Th.*SAD*
I still cant believe once again i gave up john Abraham for stupid physics chem and all the other exams.
I was really looking forward to going to watch twilight with all my friend but most of them cancelled i don't know if angel is coming so its just going to be and Saba again.I'm not saying it isn't fun but mega is small and i get stalked and tired of roaming around.Just hope angel is coming (no pressure).And I'm not whinhig to my friend I understand you all had some reasons just saying i wished yo had.
When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls.This is something i want to ask the entire human population actually.
Did i already talk about my exams??yeah i did

Quirky facts about moi

So, I was tagged by this talented lady over here, and I shall do what it requires:-

The Rules are:
[copied and pasted!]

~ Link to the Blogger who tagged you.
~ In your blog, post The Rules and...
~ Six quirky but unspectacular factoids about yourself
~ Tag six other bloggers by linking to them
~ Go to each person's blog, and leave a comment that lets them know they've been tagged.
1:i have this wierd creepy disorder where i get completely absorbed in a subjet and will stay up all night trying to figure it out...trure story people just last night i stayed up till five watching this wierd french movie about tennis...
2:I like songs no one in thier right mind would even wanto to listen to.
3:i love romance soo much that i make up my own extra steamy version of movies even war movies...
4:i hate talking..the wierd way your mouth moves(yeah i know creepy)
5:when im in the kitchen even while making tea i like to pretend im in a cooking show even though if by any miracle i end up in one..its gonna be one ewww set!!
6:I have this superpower where i can read peoples mind..i wish...i can however figure out whts oothering people...
7:i know this is not part of the deal...but i have one more to share i obsees on people like a crazed stalker..except my stalkees live too far from me..for example right know im making a jhon abraham collage...

Wow that took a long time to think up im not a very interesting person...

sick of studying

Im am sooo sick and tired of studying soo much and as God (and my mother ofcourse)is my witness i have never studied soo much just today i did three chapters of chem and two of physics and right now im doing some pastpapers..i been missing greys anatomy for a whole week!!!seriously....what is happening my head hurts like hell i have fever my bach throat hurts...and im studying!!!!
AND NO ONE CALLS ME!!!except for a certian someone i dont really wanna talk to!:(

My best friend


You were my silver lining
the only light to be seen for miles
my best friend
you led me out of the deary darkness
and into the comforting arms of the night
my best friend
you stood by me when clouds of gloom loomed overhead
and made the haze dissapear
my best friend
you healed the jaded scar in my heart
and sew it back to pieces
my bestfriend
you always knew when i was down
and knew how to cheer me up
my bestfriend
you mean more to me than mere words can say


I was relly inspired by arfa and marium whos wrote such heartwarming and just plain awesome poems that i decided to give it a shot..
Hope you all like it


I remeber falling in love with you
the instant your eyes met mine
I remeber falling into a deep haze
the instant your lips brushed mine
I remeber falling into pieces
when i relized it was all over
I remember falling into desolation
when i realized i would never be happy again
I remeber falling into deaths gloom
when i decided i had had enough
I remember falling into peaces arms
when i decided to end it all
I remeber falling into tears
when i stood on the brink of it all
I remeber falling....
when everything seemed so right


heloo every one and Eid Mubarak to you all..
I never really like eid truth be told.I was never excited about as much as all the others.The only part i really like is applying henna part and... oh yeah getting dressed.Henna is just plain amazing..the tingly feeling you get whn you first apply it the way it smells..the way it looks when its all done..and mostof all the patterns mainly consist of flowers which i <3.
I never seem to get enough or rather any sleep on eid days..its not im excite or anything its because my brothers are sooo uber excited..they have to call all thier friends..get thier clothes and all ready..and god if they cant sleep any one else should..But no worries i get back at them during exams.(LOL)
I love getting dressed up.Be it to go to the mall or the shop downstairs..Why you make wonder or even ask i dont like getting dressed up to school.Well the main reason is because..i have no time..and i cant really find any thing the goes with the uniform,the things that do are all against school laws as like to call it.
Ah school some thing i can go on and on about...

my designs


This is what i don in chem every day..the reason i dont get anything she teaches..and get really bad marks.
hope you like it:P


Today was the last day of school.I wish!!
Starting from today we have a holiday of 10days.YIpeee..Seriously i have had enough of this school!
From chem physics,bio,maths every single day of the week.
Being soo tired i can hardly lift my butt of the bus seat.
Having to take mariama itty blabber every single day!
Having to listen to mindless jabber of some.
BUT.... i will have to study because my igcse exams are closing in.(WTF)
But the real WTF is the fact that two teachers accused me of never smiling.WTF
I was going to retort" i do just not for some people" ahem..if yu know what i mean

I loved this one

This is a totally random pic

5 reasons why elmo is better than big bird

I know this is totally,completely random and to an extent even wierd,but i think big bird is a shmuck and doesnt hold an iota of the interest elmo generated .I'll give you five reasons why that is true.
1.Elmo is much cuter
2.what the hel sort of a name is bigbird?
3.elmo has his own movies (Elmo in Grouchland,Elmo Saves Christmas).
4.elmo was on west wing.eventhough i hate that show
5.elmo was appeared as a guest on talk shows.

Maths test.Continued

This is part two of the math test post.
I just came back from this iftar party at Asian palace.And it was A BUFFET.They should be banned!!really.I ate a lot(so much that i probably gained 6 kgs) of frenchfries and well chicken,because it was mainly all that.Chicken in every possible way it can exist.
But it was superb.My only concession was that i had a diet coke with.Which i dont really think helps much.
I was so bored because it was my mom and dads friends and and they kept chatting about things i dont think i can ever fathom.You guessed it politics.So as i was saying before i started rambling i had random thoughts.
thought 1
: i love the way Ry says rabi.I hate being called that because it was originally "invented" by a person i truly deeply despise.But I love it when she says it.
Thought 2:i like elmo from sesame street and think he should be the lead not stupid big bird!
Thought 3:What is it whith paki guys these days i mean really i saw atleast 8 guys who had the same look.Oh i should probably explain what im talking about.Shoulder lenght greasy hair,a weird replica of what should be a goatee, with a tight black t-shirt.Seriously people theres a thing called fashion channel.Not that im some sort of fashion expert or even fashionable but do these people reallt expect a girl to look at them twice with that look.
Thought 4:Im racist seriously i just figured that out.Guess who i dont like!!
I cant really remember any more.

Maths test

I had a maths test today.I hate maths.All those formulas and practical based questions the leave your mind feeling like jell-o..whats there to like.
In addition to this our new maths teacher mrs mariama is horrible.I have not gotten even one lesson she has thought!
Her accent not to mention her way of explaining, how she trails off at the end of each sentence and leaves us to understand the lesson and how she keeps bragging about how many A* her previous classes have gotten.Not to mention the fact that my entire class keps screaming during class!!
Needless to say my test was really horrible!!
I just hope i pass


No ones online and i have like 35 contacts!!People what is the matter with you??
And i have nothing to write about!

Why are fictional characters so perfect

Hey ya all..
I read this book she went all the way by megcabot and the lead was breathtakingly handsome.
he was 6'2 and 200 pounds of hard muscle all wraped in a irrisistebaly long limbed package.With thick dark hair already turning gray in spots.In addition he was a moviestar. Not just a movie star a brad pittesque movie star,ie a familyguy, who like to stay out of the media glare was reserved and perfect.(hubba hubba)
Then of course there is Edward cullen...OH.M.GEE. was he perfect with his perfectly topaz eyes which turned black if he was thirsty.With his really pale complexion and perfect everything..ant being a total gentleman and i do mean gentle. i totally was infatuated with him since the first day i read Twilight.So what if he was a vampire.I would gladly sacrifice my soul for him.
Why cant guys like that exist in the real world.
Reading this book has made my hotness detector crank up a lot.I mean whos wouldnt after reading these books. It dosent help that these books were written by women.And every one knows theres no one who can cause a person to drool quite like a woman can.

RaNdOm/WiErD FaCtS2

I finally have more ramdon facts to write about:

I hate fruits

i hate vegetables.

i love cheese

espicially cheeder

i love pizza

i love icecream

im a picky eater

i hate new things

i dont like expressing my emtions

i cant cry at funerals

i cant jump with joy

or rather..i dont like to

i hate non fiction
im a nerd
and proud of it
i dont know what i wanna be
i ahve no idea what i wanna do with my life
i hate talking
im told im funny
i dont think so
i like my bus
i hate my school
i love t.v.
i like jewelry
i love shoes
i like the net
but dont really get it
im a complete total book worm
i hate chinese.
i like purple
im obsessive

This week

The week was actually.....cant believe this is me writing......good.Even though we had to endure physics chem and bio and maths every single day of the week!!talk about unfair.i wish we could have school one day a week. People would actually like school!!
Our maths teacher Mariama is a complete weirdo.I don't get a word she says.i have to get all the maths sums by my self any one one who has ever seen my maths books or asked me to explain them a maths sum will testify that my way is strange..and ungetable.Im pretty sure im failing my maths weekly test.
Today especially time flew by really quickly.I had a lot of fun in my bus. we kept yelling MR chiily(in malu accent) to annoy WT.
I have to get this perfume saba put on me.i think it was addidas.
And i have to read this book P.S. I love you.
BTW can you believe i have never been to a concert!that is going to be on my new years to do list.
Biology actually gotten very interesting nowaday. I always loved bio verymuch since it educates us about gods incredible creations.The reason its gotten extra interesting nowadays is because we are currently studying human reproduction.We barely even finish one topic during classes mainly because we have a lot of questions regaring and well mostly not concerning the text (but hey can you blame us..its interesting) and because the teacher talks to fast and she has to repeat everthinh atleast three times.
Arfa keeps complaining that i do not talk..seriously what am i supossed to talk about.I havent seen much of the world.
Sabas coming over today hopefully!!

RaNdOm/WiErD FaCtS

i <3 black
i own a lot of black
i like reading romance novels
i dont think my toenails really grow that much
i like double chocolate chip cookies
i wanna be tall
i like guys who are tall
i hate insects
i hate all most all animals.
i hate indian tv drams
i like some indian movies
i never listen to people when they are talking
i think about awesome things to write about on my blog at night
but then i forget.....
i like brown hair..
i want to get blond highlights
i get annoyed easily
i want to travel around the world
i want to go to rome
i hate pasta
and macaroni
i have a crush on someone everyother day
i have never had a boyfriend
i have been hooked up with people sevral time
i liked some of them
but i dont want on
im easily bored
i dont forgive and forget
i hate it when people say mean things to my friends
or about them
i hate showoffs
i hate people who think they're..all that
i dont like ice cream all that much
i love choclate
i like lollipops
i like curly hair
i chew on my lip a lot
esp.whem im nervous
i never talk to people first
i hate my handwriting
wish i could write like a computer
i like little babies
i dont like big kids
i love to be hugged
i like pale people
i wish i was pale
i wish i had coulerd eyes

im all out of facts..for now


An amazing Love Story
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home..... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.' Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'. While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'. Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.

This story was forwaded to me on msn. I really liked it and hope u'll enjoy it too.
The main theme of this story was love..which has been evading me for my entire life..and im just tired of getting my heart stamped over and broken into a billion little pieces..
Why love who ever you hate me soo much!!
god i sound soo emo..
Im very emo as everyone will know and the fact the i have started reading romance novels,which are making me even more emo,have made me spend every spare moment thinking of when i'll find love...
ohh..the best part:below this was a label if i didnt forward it i would a loveless old spinster..logically speaking thats a load of bull, but in case its true most of my friends will be recieving this e mail..

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!! Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

First day of grade 11/earthquake/arfa

yes yes i know its a tad bit late ok very late to be writing about school,which btw was on the 7th,but you know what they say better late then never..
I was up late yesterday,and this is entirely the fault of tv channel owners,because they were screening all my favourite movies and before i knew it was 3:30 and my eyes were read and swollen and i was watching i know what you did last summer. I figure since i was up this late might as well stay up and have sehri and then sleep..well my plan was working out perfectly when i realize that tomorrow was school and that i had to get all my stuff ready..when i laydown and started drifting of to stupid alarm started ringing...
It was soo nice to see my friends again in the bus and in the school..why is it that all of my friend had an amzing and adventureous summer and i had the most blah of all summers??did i mention it was awesome to see all of my old friends...we were all hugging..
Our new class teacher Miss mariama was very strange and i didnt really think she was better then sindu as all my friends seem to think!! arfa was voted class president..which i really think she ought to be because she ploite and respectfual and stuff and FD is all oh i all her group!!mariam was very ahem affectionate towards a particular group..sindu impinge no doubt!!i dont understand why all these teachers are so keen of some people eventhough they are bitches to say the least!!
We got our timetable which btw is the worst so far.Now we will have physics chemistry and biology and maths everyday copled with two peroiods of maths on thursday and tuesday i think!!which in my opinion is completely unfair..our pe teacher aliisa left..and yipee for that..she was totally biased and racist.
The day was too long and tiring.As soon as i got home i collapsed on my bed..
there was an earthquake her yeaterday..i think i felt not really sure..i was tired and sleepy and my eyes were half shut when i felt my bed quiver..but i thought it was just my brother trying to scare i sad a lot of indeciperable curse words and fell asleep.

This is for arfa..i wasnt just pretending to be happy on the first day i actually was how emo do think i am??


"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."- Anais Nin
I have absolutely no idea who Anis nin is but i find i can actually relate to this saying.Long story short this entire post is basicaly about my best friend Nabia who always will be my best friend even though she is 1000 miles away.
Anyway we first met during our first year in highschool (if tws is can be called that) soooo anyway i first thought she was kinda mean and a kissass..mainly because she was hanging out with KK and well....i hated and still do hate her that is.anyway soo we didnt really talk much..but it during somewhere around the end of school when we were both backstabbed but K so she could save her own sorry ass.. anyway we found we had a lot in common mainly our dislike of K and then by grade 10 we had become inseprable and bffz..
We went everywhere togather which mine or her friends didnt really like...but who cares...
Im rather cynical and have never felt sad moving on and leaving my oldfriends behind me..and i have never really felt any sort of unhappiness in my entire life while departing with my old friends or friends..but when Nabia told me she was leaving i could feel asif my heart was pumping extra fast and my breathing was slowing down and i actually wanted to sitdown before i fainted...I was like whats happening to me!!!then i realized i was actually say because i was parting from my bestfriend.....woahhh...and i actually cried while seeing her off
All i have left to say is that a true friend is something you always wnt to and should hold on to..
and despite what YOU may think not telling anyone ur secrets#@!*##


Ok soo apparently people of my age group arent supposed to be concerning themselves with stupid and useless thing such as reality...good grades,..respect..politics..or way..instead we are supposed to be more concerned with and -drumrolls- boys..
A friend of mine is of opinion that the fact that i dont want a more concerned with studies than makeup is pure pigheadedness..
why i ask her... her witty reply just because...
brilliant isnt it..
My next question is why do have the groups in our school.
why do our teachers prefer to overlook every assinine action of a particular group..why do our teachers prefer to turn a blind eye to the fact that children in our class no school are being demeened and ridiculed on account of thier race thier heritage.. the way they choose to dress and present them selves..
Why are our lives controlled by our teachers and parents...
what possible raison d'ĂȘtre is there for us to wake up at five in the morning 5 days a week just for the sole purpose of going to school...where we learn nothing that is even a bit useful for us in practical life...
Why does nothing interesting happen in my life..
And last but not the least why the name of all that is holy is my life one big "mean girls" movie??

im in a strange way a normal oversensitive teenage girl who loves black blue and purple and whom you may find sitting in a corner arguing with the strange voices in her head. Im moody and often slip into a strange phase of depression. Sme times im chirpy and chatty..other times im silent and brooding..complete with a pout!!I like movies the internet and people who are nice to paranoid and think of atleast 8 things that can go wrong before doing something..hate talking except to my self. I live in the my own dremland dubbed rabiville..where everything is always allright and everone lives happily ever after and is always singing.
Hmmmm. I think thats all ..