people and places

People come in so many different shapes sizes and colours they always surround you even if you dont want them to.
People are the ones who frequently raise you into an euphoric state.
People are frequenly the ones who cause you to scummb to despair.
People........ahhh what can i say.
They are completely unpredictable.
Even your best freiend since god knows when, your own kin even, can in a blink of an eye cange colours right there in front of you.
Every one around me seems to be shifting, into this unimaginably cruel and cold person.
There seems to this dark weave around me spun by is drunk spider, alienating everyone around me,pushing them further and further away.
i short once again my life sucks and i can see no way around this __________.

Benn in pakistan lately so havent really been able to blog and read others blog.


TehBoogieMonsterMan ^___^ said...

I know the phase you're going throguh.
I know it all too well.
I've been in this for a long, long while now. And then one fine day, I had an epiphany, and I let it go-- let it stop controlling me. I wrote about it on my blog. Read the post with the title ":]"

Maybe it will help you.
Look if you keep closing up, and think that the world is dark-- it will appear dark. Just take a firm decision one day to be happy, randomly, out of the blue, and when you're depressed, share it with people, and when they don't listen or make it a big deal, don't give up, fight back and be determined that no matter what, if right now you're depressed, it's momentary and it will go away and bring you happiness.
Yeh nahin karogi toh kabhi khushiyaan nahin milein gi. You have to learn to fight with the sadness and just open up now. Jab closed up hone ka dil chahe-- just let it out to someone you trust.