I am literally and seriously tired of everything and lately everyone.
I just cant keep myself from letting out a little bitchyness now and then.
I mean its too much work all this studying, trying to keep up with thoes einstiens in our year.
And to what yield.
Im getting really low marks on MY WEEKLY TESTS.
I dont want this anymore.
Im trying to be nice and friendly and make friends.Alas no one cares.I cannot just cannot make friends as easy as some other people i know.
I miss the good ol days.Back when i was exited to go in AS levels,surrounded by mature people.Maybe there i might find some solace.But no.Maybe this is just the TWS effect but i feel the people in As are even more imature and creepy then in 9/10/11.
Why does life have to be such a popularity contest!!!!!!why!!!why???
I want to live but life insists on smothering me, until...until what im exhausted and.....dead..
I feel used by my friends, by everyone.Like no one would want to know me if i wasnt smart.
Why would they???
And i feel i was really mean to this friend of mine saba...so many apologies to her....
IM SOOOO SORRY SABA
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