What i do when im bored

*Phone rings*
Saba picks up *dead voice*....heloo
Me; Hi saba??
Saba;HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Saba how r u??
Me;omg did u hear N gt a bf
Saba; No freaking way
ME;mmhmm and so did urdu nerd
Saba;*Shocked* No Way
Me; Ahann
Saba;Says something me to busy is watching matthew magconahy
Saba;Screams
Me;huh wtf
Saba;omg wht r u gonna do
Me;abt what
Saba;u know when you boyfriend(when you finally find the one) says i love you, youre gonna be like huh???
hes gonna be like i love u
youre gonna be huh....I love grays anatomy.
Hes gonna be like wtf
Me;Heyyyyy so not true
ME;well you know ifyou bf says i love you ud jump him
Saba;YEah
ME;Why are you proud of that.
Saba; I hate Chem
Me;i know

Continues for about and hour

Sortof related to the last post

Ok the last post it dosent how the fact that im emo or something its just one of those days, i hope other people have, well not really thst would be kind of cruel but but just so i dont end the only freak.
So yes getting back to the point im tired of looking at my chem book, because it is ugly, just horrid truth be told.
Today moring i waited 2 hours exactly just so i wouldnt have to get up and look at that *%*$*$ book.
It did not help, since i had to spend the rest of my day looking at it.
But i suppose since the exams are like two days away i have to.
I just remembered this thing Ry keeps asking me how do i motivate my self, i attempted to figure it coz, because truth be told i was completly cluless as to the awnser.
Then I remembered this book called the other side of midnight by sidney sheldon had this sort of line i never have been able to forget; it went like" i dont want to end up like them(refering to her family), just going along without being" at least i think thats how it went.
So yes.
Ahh im tired i want a new book!!!!!!

Broken strings

All i want is one reason, one reason as to why I force my self out of bed.
One reason as to why i have to spend countless hours walking amongst those i no longer find to be a part of me.
Why i have to tire for people who don't even recognise me.
who never take my feelings my thoughts into account.
Why must I spend all this time trying to please those who are never pleased no matter how hard i might try. No matter how broken I am.
Can no one see. I can no longer force myself to inhale, because if i do is there any guarantee i might ever exhale.
My heart my mind, no longer respond to my pleas, to just go on for this live.
Just stick it through find the light at the end of this tunnel.
But is there really any light at all.
Or am I just going through all this plight for nothing.
They say to me its the hard times that make the good times better.
But what if the hard times never end.
Will these ghosts never leave me.
Will these shadows, these horrid memories never cease to haunt me, to tease me.
I can no longer see the light they all talk about, no longer see the hope they all converse about.
I can no longer wait till He decides to end my plight to spare me.

Just few random things

Well yesterday i was watching this surprisingly boring excuse for a movie, but one thing this guy who i think may be the protagonist said was; ughhh what do you women want why don't you just rite a book, then the woman made a heart sign, and then i kind of zoned out.
But really if you think about it what women really need, actually want no matter how independent they claim to be, is in fact a prince charming, they re knight in shinning armour.Even though most of us may not admit it but we to like to pampered, need to feel loved, need some to be they re romeo,and say words like •"One fairer than my love? The all-seeing sun
Ne'er saw her match since first the world begun."
Or is it?
Would Cinderella have kept on sweep floors and serve her step family had the shoe fit her step sister?
Would Rapunzel finally have the fact that ladder exist is her prince charming had given up on her.
would the dwarfs finally figured out the Heimlich maneuver and snow white would have gotten up and gotten a job.

Also i kind of noticed that i have become obsessed with writing on my blog, for some bizarre reason.
I really this song i just heard Anna nalick's breath, its technically supposed to be a depressing song, but strangely enough makes me feel exuberant

Hotness

my list of hotness



i loved him when he had short normal hair



how could any list be complete without me amour



ok mariam you were right he is chaud



he looks amazing in this pic j'adore
and hes in the next twilight movie



Perfect combo of bad boy and i dont give a damn...heart beating...faster and faster

WOHO

I woke up at 5am today and saw first hand what the first... second i dunno light of the day feels like.OF course i did go right back to sleep.
I ve deloped a certian fascination towards my pillow for some reason, at leat that is what the picture my brother took shows.
Nothis like seeing birds at it to make you feel grossed out at nature.
Wow people are really studying, like its the day of earth. I really like that movie.
MUST.SEE. ANGELS AND DEMONS. Loved the book, specially the awesome han writing, i wish i could write like that.
I just rediscoverd my love for romantic comidies, nothing like a dose of just like heaven to rignite you emoness.
I lourve all american rejects theyre so cool.
Hope it gives you hell....
i need to start doing something constructive with my life
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