Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,but by the moments that take our breath away.
I read this on a blog "live love and learn".
Ive read this somewhere before i dont remember where.I remember that hese words kindof i dunno just started resonating through me.I could acually hear it,so many different versions of it.
Now ive been thinking,(i know i do a lot of that).
But why is it that i spend almost all my time thinking about Me, I
There are 7 billion people on this planet,why cant i be like arfa or smething care about others except for just be so obessed with ME.
I do everything to please others.
Im a pushover for that reason.
Why is it so important for me to be liked.To be in a clique.
Why do I have to let myself be sucked into a vortex of endless depression by little things.
I know my thoughts make no sense and have no match with the title at all.But somehow eventhough my brain is at this very moment telling me its wrong to just expose my self, my thoughts on the world wide web,I just cant seem to control my fingers from moving across this keyboard.

I know my blogs dont seem normal or sane at all.Im even thinking of deactivating it.
I dont know anymore.
BUt i would really appreciate it if you would leave a comment on my blog as it encourages me.


Closed eyes... said...

You're absolutely sane, my dear. We all want to be liked and loved by people! It's very common and acceptable. You're just confused and it's normal. Be yourself and try not to do things just to please others for no reason.

Take care and yeah, think highly of yourself :)

TehBoogieMonsterMan said...

I really liked the quote that you began this entry with.

I think you're right, you have to see the bigger picture. Because right now what may seem bad to you, may infact turn out to be the best thing for you. I guess it's a matter of believing in the future, and seeing that what's happening to you, is nothing compared to what the rest of the people in humanitarian crisis are going through.
It's also about changing your perception of the world. If you stop noticing how they hurt you and start noticing the nice-ness in people, then you're gonna be a lot happier.

Just my two cents worth trying to help you out and be happier :]

Closed eyes... said...


you're tagged and awarded! :)